Multa

I am flawed, and I have been since the start
I have faults, and I'm sick of causing people harm
I have to rid myself of this curse
I realized I'm averse to helping
I’m alive, but should I be in the dirt?

You caught me just when I've waken
I feel emotionally vacant
Restrain myself from predation
Oh hold
Onto me 'cause I'm shaking
My famine fosters the anguish
And just when I was pulling my own

It's not enough
Inaugurate my inner cause
I’m in the dust but this could change that for a while

"It finally answers what you deserve"
You don't understand I've worked it's useless
I'm undone, but with a purpose it's enough

You caught me just when I've waken
I feel emotionally vacant
Restrain myself from predation
Oh hold
Onto me 'cause I'm shaking
My famine fosters the anguish
And just when I was pulling my own

And I apologize for my altered views
I’ve been so naïve, but I've been changing
For this is the end of my youth

“It's hard enough from what you've done
You detest my integrity
You're foul, and expect to bask in the sun"
“It's hard enough from what you've done
You detest my integrity, deny my authority"
It's hard enough from what you've done
You detest me

You caught me just when I've waken
I feel emotionally vacant
Restrain myself from predation
Oh hold
Onto me 'cause I'm shaking
My famine fosters the anguish
And just when I was pulling my own

You caught me just when I've waken
I feel emotionally vacant
Restrain myself from predation
Oh hold
Onto me 'cause I'm shaking
My famine fosters the anguish
And just when I was pulling my own

And I apologize for my altered views
I’ve been so naïve, but I've been changing
For this is the end of my youth

FAUX FOR SAFFRON

And I think that I've lost touch
With my emotions for what will it do to me?
Oh, I'm stained with apathy
Why in us?
And I feel I’m rich with pathos
I hope it'll end soon
Oh, my thoughts are rationing
Soon I wont feel anything
For a while

And I hope that my thoughts will be tethered
I hope I think with common nature
I hope I can be who I was
'Cause I'll tell you
It's not my tongue that’s stuck

And my ingenuity was restless
But now I feel as if there is less and less and less for me
Im fragile and I'm shattering
White as rust
And my mind was self-proclaimed as dextrous
Although it was my hands that were never deft
For fate I feel animosity
Oh I'm stained with enmity
And disgust

And I hope that my thoughts will be tethered
I hope I think with common nature
I hope I can be who I was
'Cause I'll tell you It's not my tongue that’s stuck

Im hoplessly stolid
And white and polished
Im hoplessly stolid
And white and polished
Im hoplessly stolid
And white and polished
Im hoplessly stolid
And white and polished

And I hope that my thoughts will be tethered
I hope I think with common nature
I hope I can be who I was
'Cause I'll tell you It's not my tongue that’s stuck

And I hope that my thoughts will be tethered
I hope I think with common nature
I hope I can be who I was
'Cause I'll tell you It's not my tongue that’s stuck

MODEST

Easy boy
Keep your distance
He’s more dangerous than his appearance
"Kid there's a reason that we keep them in a cage"
You're no different you should be in the same place

Just let it in
Don't question it
This sedative's what’s keeping me inert

You suppress all individuality
You don’t allow me to see what is true
You suppress all individuality
You don’t teach truth you preach only you 

They enjoy keeping distance
This is now his home, not his prison
You have taught them to enjoy the shackles placed
You've led them them to mistake agony for aid

Just let it in
Don't question it
And I'm accustomed to the sedative

You suppress all individuality
You don't allow me to see what is true
You suppress all individuality
You don't teach truth you preach only you 

I'm knee-deep sinking
I need some leeway
I’m drifting farther away
I’m drifting farther away
I'm knee-deep sinking
I need some leeway
I’m drifting farther away
I’m drifting farther away
I'm knee-deep sinking
I need some leeway
I’m drifting farther away
I’m drifting farther away
I'm knee-deep sinking
I need some leeway
I’m drifting farther away
I’m drifting farther away
I'm knee-deep sinking
I need some leeway
I’m drifting farther away
I’m drifting farther away
and I'm not there

Bell

I was always the one with shaky hands
I’m why nothing went to plan
Why persist when I've done wrong
You don't know the things I've done

But I wont let it define me
Oh I'll decide who I'll be
Just hope the people around me
Won’t be hurt by who I've been
And I've been thinking and it seems
They're better off without me
"Oh that's just unwishful thinking"
Not for my actions lately

I wont be harboring a grudge
If you let me go

But for now I'm just waiting for that, waiting for that sign
The one that allows me to be kept in
Waiting for that, waiting for that sign
The one that allows me to be kept in line

Oh I wont let this deprive me of the things I dreamed of being
And these people are surrounding
And they're trying to attack me
These exits are enclosing
These creatures are menacing
It keeps getting harder to breathe
I can't control all these feelings

I might harbor a grudge
If you let me go

But for now I'm just waiting for that, waiting for that sign
The one that allows me to be kept in
Waiting for that, waiting for that sign
The one that allows me to be kept in line

I never thought
that you would see me at my lowest point
I never thought
That you would see me at my lowest point
But it’s alright
Because you know that I am just a boy
But it's alright
Because you know that I am just a boy
But it's alright
Because you know that I am just a boy
You know what it’s alright
Because it’s bound to happen someday

I'm the one with shaky hands
I’m why nothing went to plan
Why persist when you've done wrong
Oh you can never see it coming
Oh you can never tell
That's why I'll always hate myself.

Easy Bake Oven

I don't know how I did it but I still
Lost everything, lost everything
And you'll know soon enough why you still
You can't help me, you can't help me

I hate this inconsistency
I don’t know what came over me

And it's like trying to keep an anchor afloat
It’s like trying to scream when you don't have a throat
And now it’s happened a few times
I think I've crossed a few lines
But it's like trying to give a nomad a home
It’s like trying to get mitchell off his throne
And now it happened all the time
I think that I've crossed every line

“And you are a travesty of what's in my memories”
"Oh it's not what I remember, but I hope it's getting better"

“And you are a travesty of what's in my memories”
"Oh it's not what I remember, but I hope it's getting better"

Oh this is who I’ll always be but I swear that I will never leave
And you should know that you just can’t help me
And help would be nice, I agree
But I have to teach myself these things, oh these things

It's like trying to keep an anchor afloat
It’s like trying to scream when you don't have a throat
And now it’s happened a few times
I think that I've crossed every line

And it's like trying to keep an anchor afloat
It’s like trying to scream when you don't have a throat
And now it’s happened a few times
I think I’ve crossed a few lines
But it's like trying to give a nomad a home
It’s like trying to get mitchell off his throne
And now it's happened all the time
I think that I've crossed every line

Polar

Keep it together
You didn't loose that much tonight
'Kept telling myself that i'm alright
But little did I know i've lost
The one thing in my life

Tell me why I love you
Tell me why I need you
After everything you put me through
Tell me why you need me
Tell me why I want you
To tell me you will never leave
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)

Keep it together
So we can make it through the night
I'm coming up for air or you just might
Take a wrong turn and you'll end up at the bottom
This silent road, has taken everything i've wanted
And I don't know which side i'm on

Tell me why I love you
After everything you put me through
Tell me why you need me
Tell me why I want you
To tell me you will never leave
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)

Don't stop
Don't stop speaking
I need to hear your voice before you leave
Don't stop
Don't stop speaking
I need to hear your voice before you leave
The thought
Of being apart
Of being apart
The thought
Of being apart
Of being apart
(I don't know) (I don't know)
(I don't know) (I don't know)
And I don't know which side i'm on

Tell me why I love you
Tell me why I need you
After everything you put me through
Tell me why you need me
Tell me why I want you
To tell me you will never leave
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)
(ooh)(ooh) (ooh)(ooh)

flood

No, oh no, the pieces were just
Coming together
Coming together
No, oh no, I never felt this way
Before, the storm

But right when i'm back on my feet
The wind knocks me down

But i'm fine, I'll hold on tight tonight
It'll never be alright
But I'm fine, I'll get some sleep tonight
It'll never be alright

Oh, I know, a torrent is taking place
Around and around in my head

(Right when i'm back on my feet)
(Right when i'm back on my feet)
(Right when i'm back on my feet)
(Right when i'm back on my feet)

(No) (No)
(No) (No)

I have to pull myself together
(I have to pull myself together)
 

Ghost

Days gone, nights spent
I've waited, I've waited for you to come
And I can't bear to see you gone
Your my only friend

What am I now
What's in my hands
What can I do to understand
What's my life worth
Without the core
What have I done
Where have you gone

The pollution in my brain, says I can't think straight
Why should I listen
With all that, you take

Listen to me, I can't think straight
I can't, I can't
Listen to me, I can't think straight
Go away, go away
Please go away

What's in my hands
What can I do to understand
What's my life worth
Without the core
What have I done
Where have you gone

Days gone, nights spent
I've waited, I've waited for you to come
And I can't bear to see you gone
Your my only friend
 

Porcelain

Hold me intact, my love, we're going down
I don't think we can make it out this time around
I heard a sound, and now we are surrounded
If we're going down, there's one thing you should know
(I know you just can't feel it)

If we fall, we'll fall down hard
And if you think, that you should never even start
Sorry, sorry to say it but your wrong

But I think that I can try to figure out
And find another way to put it together
And whether this heavenly anger
Is starting to control me
I won't let it own me
Don't worry about me
Just keep your eyes on the sea
And believe, that they will try to disguise me
'Just hope they don't find me
Just to discover the eyes staring at me
Before you go, if you leave, I've lost everything
(Oh, I've lost everything)
(I know you just can't feel it)

If we fall, we'll fall down hard
And if you think, that you should never even start
Sorry, sorry to say it but your wrong
 

Sand Circles

I've been, trying
But, I can't seem to get it right
It's been such a lonely time
I've been, falling
But, I don't want to hit the ground
I'm running out of time

The circles in the sand
Mark where I have been
(Mark where I have been)
And this is not where I want to stand

And I'm spinning, and I'm dizzy
And I'm losing all control
And the tides will take my circles back home
And I'm fighting, and I'm trying
To hold on to all I know
And the tides will take my circles back home

Memories fall one by one
And you'll never notice they're gone
And you'll never notice they're gone

The circles in the sand
Mark where I have been
And this is not where I want to stand

And I'm spinning, and I'm dizzy
And I'm losing all control
And the tides will take my circles back home
And I'm fighting, and I'm trying
To hold on to all I know
And the tides will take my circles back home